but know this…I love you. I believe in you, I believe in us. I know we can solve these problems, if we can only see each other like family. Some we like more than others but we are all family, the whole planet is related by one common thing…we are all limited edition human beings. We all are ONE.
I honestly can’t today. I can’t. I feel so heavy and useless. I feel pointless and aimless. I feel lost and confused and alone and over worked and ignored and disrespected and annoying to be around. I am in sharp physical pain and my mind and soul are hurting too. I don’t know what to do about it, it happens all the time, the world creeps into my life and takes giant shits everywhere, people ignore the unpleasant/uncomfortable truths, give into the I-don’t-want-to-do-it’s and lack the accountability to deal with their own darkness, so they push it out or down or away. Blame. Punish. Control. Extort. Rage. Ignore. useless shit unless you do something with it. Change your self, situation or circumstance all else is madness…or some stupid thing like that, that doesn’t even work in the real world. I’ve tried to change myself, the situation, the “circumstance” and I don’t want to leave it…(the world, all of it). I’ve tried, lord knows I have tried everything I can think of…the big situation [macro] out there and the ones inside [micro], too.
Guru’s and their freaking detachment skills…be love my ass, I’m pissed right now. Pissed and hurt and scared for US. I will not be your enemy, no matter how hard evil tries to make me believe that there even is an enemy to be against. I will love, I will not live in hate or spite or resentment…or fear. Fuck right the hell off with that. It ain’t happening, I’ve had enough personal terror to understand evil. I know evil, I was raised in the den with evil. I survived the evil. I will not hurt people with thought or deed because I am a hurt person. Fuck you evil, I AM…Love…with teeth and claws and a quiver full of arrows…so, watch yourself…scat to the devil. I AM a Child of Light of the Divine Creator… (the whereabouts of said Creator, currently unknown, I am making missing persons posters as we speak)…and I am love.
I am also sad. So very sad. Deeply sad.
No one is coming to save us.
No rescue is coming.
We must save ourselves.
We must not loose each other.
We must care about it all and not just the one thing we understand.
We must stop allowing evil purchase in this reality.
We must stop hiding.
We must be who we are.
I have to go to work. I have to coach people into their highest selves now. I have to love them. I have to love them. I have to love them. Love Them.
#raiseyourvibration #Savetheworldwithlove #revolutionizelove